I’m so lost on this world! I just realized three years ago that I suffer from high social anxiety. At first I thought I was just shy and eventually it would go away, but it never did. It really bugs me. I never have panic attacks. But I always turn bright red, start shaking entirely and swallow extra hard, and it gets worse because I know people are starring at me. It’s so horrible. This is the worst thing I ever had to experience in my entire life. Its ruining my life. I don’t know how to enjoy life anymore. I don’t socialize anymore or go out with friends. I only work and go to school. And its horrible because it interferes at work and school. Its taking over my life. I DONT KNOW what to do for a career because of it. Because I’m in college I have to do a lot of presentations and at times I get to the point where I don’t want go to school. I hate my job because when I get rude yelling customers I turn bright red and I cant even work well. My body starts freaking out AND I Don’t know how to act. My whole life I’ve been trying to stop this by being social, making presentations and etc. and hoping that eventually it wont bother me as much but nothing works. I’m tired of it, I lost all hope. idk what to do. I have no medical insurance and its too expensive for me to go see a counselor. WHAT SHOULD I DO? HELP ME PLEASEEEEEE.